I 'm readin sy's blog...Maybe it's her music, maybe itz her words... I started crying... I feel so not into her life... I claim to be her best frenz since secondary sch. But i found out the qns in her mind, her probs in sch abt projects, i feel so lousy... Y was it that i wasnt there for her? Maybe she tot itz juz her sch work...But stil... my keyboard started to wet.. haha.. I juz wan all of my frenz to noe... If u guys ever need me, pls tell me... got anything to complain, can also find me. I cant promise i m good at consoling, but i can listen. I cant promise i can make u laugh, but i can cry wif u. i cant promise i'll be free the times when u need me, but i'll try my best.
To all my frenz, this is my promise.
I got few best frenz... few gd frenz.... Of the 2 best frenz i ve, who had been thru thick n thin with me, in my eyes, they are very precious. There is no secrets btw us.. unless they keep them..
One of the 2 is a sweet confidence ger. She can sing very well n sometimes im envious of that. But i noe who i m in Christ, so i believe i have my gd points as well... This ger, was the very ger whom i dislike when i first met her. But during a time of need, she was the only one to help me and even gave me a bday card after barely knowing me for 2 months. She's very pretty and many guys like her. After her few break-ups, i felt that her current bf is gd... But it wasnt for long... Until a little while later, i really dun tink they shd be together. However, her life is stil her life. i can nv make decisions for her. She hangs on to wat she has lost, but also to memories. To her, i want to tell her... Be good. To yourself and to ur frenz. This time, i tink im more mature than u. If we tok abt no. of relationships, i definitely lose to u. But if u really want to noe true love, which i dun, u gotta wait ba... someday, tt guy ll cum. u said to me on my bday celebration(when i dun let u smoke n drink) u told me that im telling u nt to do things that i feel that is wrong. I cant say drinkin n smokin makes u a bad person, but im juz tryin to tell u itz nt gd for health. Ni yao zhi ai. wat has to go, has to go. Dun keep on holdin back because bu she de. U shd be happy to at least have the nice memories to rem. N.... stop tryin to make urself sad. Cheers n hope to seeya in biz ad!~
The other ger is pretty too, but she lacks confidence. She is sometimes weak in some part of her studies and have project grping probs... i duno how to help her too..cos im nt in her class... but... i wish tt she ll share more abt her sch with me. To me, when she is with her bf, she is xing fu de. Nw that they have broke up, im stil glad that she can handle it, cos the time she told me they broke up, i was late... To her, i want to say: Ger, there are many things that u are able to achieve. U juz gotta believe in yourself. When u sing, dun care who ever ll say anything... As u sing, u learn. as u learn u improve. So do step out of ur comfort zone and let it out.
Im tired. Shall tok abt some other things in the next blog. Wanna slp..Gotta rush for my legal assignment which i hope i can finish before 14hours has passed by. So seeya ard next time... More to add.
# Coffee and cakes are nice wif frenz ard -
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_.-+Kai Ting+-._
student...
Aquarius
21
12th Feb
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- Coffee and cakes are nice wif frenz ard *
' Why must you go...
when you knew all the more i would miss you -
